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* * xXx M y J o U r N a L xXx * *Monday, May 2, 20052:22PM - Nothing Speciali have not really been feeling up to writing in this thing but i figured i might. well i haven't really been doing a whole lot, which got my mom on my case about things. so when i went out today to do her errands she asked me to do i won her a bear with her birthstone on it (august). which comes in handy because i didnt get her anything for mothers day yet. but i will prolly just give her that today for an im sorry for being such a sponge gift, haha. Anyone feel free to post some unique gift ideas for mothers day so i can steal them. : P Current mood:  crappySunday, March 20, 20053:08AM - I got the blues . . .I have to start out by saying that I'm really at a loss for words in the past few months. I haven't really been accomplishing anything i set out to do in my life in the past year I would say. I feel that I'm at a total stand-still in my life or really depressed. Its basically been one problem after another and all i can do is stress about the tomorrow's (which is why I came here to write some things down). Pretty much my close friends (Kurt, Chris, & Travis) know what has been going on, for the most part. Things have just been pretty hard this past 6 months. Now I'm faced with a huge decision... What i plan on doing for the next year. Upstate or Philadelphia. I'm torn between the 2 but there are more opportunities in the big city but all my friends i truly care about are here. I'm definitely ready for a change and some much needed responsibility. basically all my friends have a lot of responsibility and a lot going on. Kurt buying his second brand new car already (lol) and working full-time, Chris is engaged, going to college, and working full-time, and Travis is living at college and working on campus. I know travis will read this but i don't know about the other 2 but i do look up to all 3 of you guys for what a good job your doing with you self post H.S. What ever my decision will be you guys all better keep in touch and don't make yourself a strangers... and I'll leave you with that. Current mood:  gloomySaturday, December 25, 2004Saturday, December 11, 200410:08PM - S i D e N o T e . . ..: Deep Breath :. Current mood:  sleepyThursday, December 9, 20041:52AM - T I P : D o n ' t E a t Y e l l o w S n o w . . .D E C E M B E R . . . Current mood:  crazyMonday, October 4, 200412:28AM - . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : .Whats up, I havent really been doing a whole lot lately other then working on my car and kinda looking for a job. Although I have been attending Kurts partys that just so happen to be going on like every weekend. It RoCkS!! I pretty much have 2 jobs lined up. One is gonna call me tommorrow and offer me a job (my brother got it for me) and the other one i have an interview for on tuesday. There is kurt and dusti trying to get me into their advertizing company that im sure i would be able to get if i waited another week or so but im gonna take the first thing that pays the most. hehe. Other then that really im just looking to find a job and move out onto my own here at the beginning of November. Either i will move by myself or w/ my friend. We will see. I did manage to get my Stereo done in my car and all the tasks done that i wanted to for now. next is the body kit when i find a job but for now i will just have to settle for my stereo. I'll manage. I'll talk to you later... Current mood:  productiveSunday, July 25, 20041:10AM - Yep... LeSs ThAn OnE wEeK ... : Pwell, hows everyone. i have been working non-stop on my car and im gonna tell ya.. this car is kicking my ass. lemme run a short checklist... Current mood:  exhaustedFriday, July 16, 200412:00AM - HeRe I gO again On My OwN . . .i know i know, your thinking who the hell is this, but yea its me. I have been SOOO busy lately w/ working on my car and its very hard to post when i dont have a phoneline in my room to hook up to the internet at night time so, here goes. I finally got the old carpet out and new carpet in, i have my seats sitting in my room waiting to go in tomorrow. after that is the stereo and everything should be completed by monday... i will post some pictures on here as soon as i get some time. its gonna be bad ass. Other then that nothing is new. Just helping my brother do odd jobs around the house and things like that. Travis basicly needs to get his ass home, Megan needs to call me more often, and i need to try and post like atleast once a week. well why im sitting here ill do a survey Current mood: numbMonday, June 14, 2004Wednesday, April 21, 20041:08PM - One Step Closer To The Edge...well, anyone that wants to stop by between now and sunday night... feel free becasue Im running outa time. I give up on trying to make plans because nothing ever goes through. so the invitation is open. Im not gonna call and invite ya over. If you wanna stop by, do it... Current mood: exhaustedMonday, April 19, 200411:04PM - Looking out at the town . . .well the date is set. . . exactly one week from today Current mood: lonelyThursday, April 1, 2004Friday, March 19, 20047:01PM - So Close No Matter How FarMetallica - Nothing else matters Current mood:  nervousThursday, January 29, 20049:42PM - id speak but my throat is amost as dry as your hearti dont really have much to say... it feels like i have been working like non stop forever. i cant wait until i quit this job and relocate to another place. ** upstate. heh. Thats basically my main goal to acomplish in the next few months, that and tell my managers to fuck off. The main things that are holding me back now is i need to wait until me income tax come back and im waiting for some information in the mail. Current mood:  annoyedWednesday, January 28, 20044:11PM - its been a while, since i've said im sorryso i havent written in here in a while... i pretty much check it everyday tho to see what everyone has to say. i just havent really been inspired lately. i did change my layout of my journal... so stroll over there whenever you get a chance and let me know what you think. dont ask me why but i am curious to know if anyone ever read or subscribed to Friday, January 16, 20045:27PM - well, well, welltoday went extremely well for me. i was kinda nervous but i got to go w/ my favoritist friend Megan. i feel much better that this day has just about come to an end... well atleast the hard part. So relax tonight, one more day tommorrow and everything will be complete. .0_o. hehe. ill try to post on here a little later. Current mood:  hopefulThursday, January 15, 20048:32PM - One small step for life, One Giant step for meWell tomorrow i have to take care of some very important business "The Big Day". Kinda personal so i wont share but its got me very exited. So wish me luck. This will pretty much signify a huge turning point in my life. Its a big change but not quite the big change i talked about in the last entry. But it will come soon. One thing at a time. When i get through this i will feel alot better.... Current mood: blankWednesday, January 14, 200410:09PM - A s I L o o k B a c k . . .This past month that i have been off work for my operation has been so short. i really haven't been able to get anything done that i wanted to. it almost feels like something is holding me back from living life but i cant quite put my finger on it. its like im always depressed or upset about something but i cant show it because i dont like anyone to know how i fell. when i got back from being up-state, as i like to call it, i brought my best friend Kurt back with me to hang out. he even told me that i have changed and i dont look happy at all anymore. it just feels to me that i have to make a major change in my life in order for me to fell happy. i feel that if i dont i will be stuck feeling depressed forever. How do you make a change when you have been doing it all your life? ** comments? Current mood: depressed12:26AM - D o W n . . .:x: Darkness chokes my emotions :x: Tuesday, January 13, 200412:14AM - :HOLD ON:"Hold on" - GC Current mood: calmNavigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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